Freakin Annoying!

It is so annoying! "What is annoying" you may ask (or you may just plain not care) , well I will tell you what is annoying. The most annoying thing in the world to me, is that I am the most freakin shy person in the world while standing right in front of you, but, when I am chatting I say absolutely everything I’m thinking about (perverted or not), and I have no idea why. Most of my friends say that I'm really cool online, but when I actually see them I cant think of anything to say. Am I insane? Is it fear? Am I not confident enough? Or is it because it is burned in my mind that when I talk I believe I sound like a 3 year old child? (Probably dew to all those old tapes of me talking when I did sound horrible) Whatever the reason it is freakin annoying! I mean, there’s no way I would tell someone in person that I’m this shy in so many words, in fact I would probably say it in about 5. And at parties, I am always the guy dancing alone, or on the slow songs, I’m the guy sitting on a couch trying to look comfortable twiddling his fingers. Anyway, the real annoying this is I have no idea why the hell im not 1/8th as outgoing as I am online (your thoughts on why are welcome).

Thought of the day: If you talked backwards really really fast you could probably convince Indian people that you are a deity of some kind

Benny Boy?

Ok, I’ve been thinking a little over the past few days, and one thing that I've been thinking of a lot is my many various nick names over the past 14 years of my life, it seem that my whole life I have had someone calling me something different and I thought I'd share some of them with you.

First, the name that I have had my whole life, the most popular for sure. It seems every girl in the world calls me this one, "Benny Boy". I would name the people who call me that but it would take all day.

Next there is "Bengerman", that one mostly comes from punk guys who think that plain old Ben is stupid or something.

"Bengerman Franklin", only punk guys who think Ben "and" Bengerman is stupid.

Next is one of my favorite, my older brother Jason used to call me it all the time, "Buns of Steel"

Of course he also had some that I wasn’t to fond of such as "Benjamina".

Next there is "Benji" which really isn’t a nick name but is annoying none the less.

"Shrimp", well, its really only one guy who calls me shrimp (you know who you are) but no offence, but, your not one to talk.

"Bone Boy" my brother Jesse used to call me that all the time.

"Squirt", yup, only one guy calls me squirt, oddly enough it’s the SAME DUDE!

"Albino boy", hence the blog link.

Anyway, there’s a lot more but it would take all day to name them all. So, what have we learned about me today. One, I am quite small (small as in skinny mind you), two, I have very pale skin, and three, I think some people are still confused about my gender.

Thought of the day: I think that it was a bad idea for the aliens to try to take over New Mexico, that place sucks.

Everybody's working for the weekends.

Ok, I'll start where I should always start, at the beginning. Sunday: I sat inside all day long until about 8:00 when we got into the car to go to the weekly Houston basketball game. But being the good person I am I swapped myself out so someone else can play early in the game (although I fear that swapping out because a person named willy asked me to is more of being a push over then a good person). But still, it was fun, but there not really that much to tell about the basketball game really except there were a bunch of new people there. Monday: woke up at noon (same old same old), found out that we have a problem with our satellite dish, then at about 5 drove down to a place called the "main event" to spend a free day with my brother and some friends of his. Knowing my dad you can bet that we were there 20 minutes early, and, knowing most family people, you can bet, they were late, By the way incase you were wondering the people who attend the "shindig" or whatever you want to call it were my sister Amy, my brother Jesse, a person in Jesse's home named Kevin, A dude named Jason (who reminds me a lot of my brother Jason), a guy named Johno, and a girl who I had never met named Genine (forgive me if I spelled your name wrong but if you hang around Jesse you would know that I can't spell a thing). Anyway we first started playing pool (I beat Jesse in every game, I love the scratch on the 8 ball rule), then we went to play Laser Tag, 6 games I think, 4 of witch I have the scores for. Ok, Games 1, I tied in second out of 14 people with Johno with 11050 points. Game 2, I got 8th out of 26 people with 19900 points. Piece of paper number 3 (I have no idea what game it was), more to the point I got 10th out of 22 with 30370 points. Last game of the night, I got second place out of 32 with 32730 points, and then, I went home. Hey I didn’t say it was an Interesting story or a long one, but, heh, at least "I" had fun.

Thought of the day: for a guy kissing a toad only means only 2 things, homosexuality, or insanity.

!!Shout!!

(shout shout)
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
(come on)
I'm talking to you
(so come on)
[repeat]

In violent times...
You shouldn't have to sell your soul
In black and white...
They really really ought to know
(just don't know)
Those one-trick minds...
Who took you for a working whore
Kiss them goodbye...
You shouldn't have to jump for joy
(jump jump jump jump jump)

You shouldn't have to (shout) for joy(shout)

They give you life...
and in return you gave them hell
As cold as ice(not witch your ice ice baby)
I hope we live to tell the tale
I hope we live to (shout) the tale(shout)

Will you never shout
HUH
I feel as though you're never gonna let it all out
Will you never shout?
HU
I feel as though I know
you're never gonna let it all out
will you never shout?
HUH
I feel as though I know you're never gonna let it
And when you've taken down your guard...
If I could change your mind...
I'd really love to break your heart
(break break break break break)

I'd really love to (shout) your heart(shout)

I'd really love to
(shout shout)

Come on let me shout shout let me
Come on let me shout shout
Come on let me shout shout let me
Come on let me shout shout

Disturbed, really cool song, so cool I wanted to post it

Thought of the day: backwards is, yad eht of thfuohT

I have a title on every post so far and im not gonna stop now!

Why do I laugh at my jokes more then yours? am I really just that funny?


Thought of the day: being original is so un original, I’d rather be a moose

4 Pictures, 4 Colors, 4 Emotions

Today I was fooling around with the camera when I decided to take four photos, give them four different colors, and four different emotions and this is what I got. Yellow: A very very angry looking face if you cant already tell. I thought red would match better but I had already used it.
Green: I thought Green would be a good way to describe happy, so I did it, and if you think it doesn’t look that happy, well, that’s because other people look different when their happy.
Blue: Ok, well, its not really an emotion, but this is my cool face, like something you would see on the IPod commercials. I thought of making it like a sad face but I thought my blog could use some cheering up.
Red: This is my favorite of all, it’s the evil look. this was the first one I did and I knew I had to make three more, like, a strange revelation or something.

( All the pictures you see are of me and only me)



Thought of the day: If I looked into a mirror and saw a monkey, would someone tell me it’s a stupid joke, or that im looking out a window.

Freaky!

Me and Amy were screwing around with some pictures and I thought I Just had to put them on my blog




This one I think is the coolest, Its Jamie! Sorry Heidi but you look so funny I just had to put it on, I must of added 40 years to your face

How many?

How many of you read my blog?

How many of you have read every post?

How many of you rely on me for your joke of the day?

How many of you think I'm an idiot?

How many of you aren’t related to me?

How many of you know my middle name?

How many of you think the thought of the day is bull crap?

How many of you think I sound like Jack Handy?

How many of you think I'm a nerd?

How many of you think I'm not one?

How many of you take me seriously?

How many of you think I'm 5?

How many of you think that I should censor my blog?

How many of you think I'm a loser?

How many of you think I have issues

How many of you think I'm my own best friend?

How many of you think I'm my own worst enemy?

But most of all, how the hell many of you are there?


Thought of the day: If I patented my thought of the day, would that mean no one can think anymore?

Traveling

Not much new here, I'm just once again, traveling. Yesterday we drove from Yuma Arizona all the way to Van Horn Texas (its about a 12 hour drive), and then today from Van Horn to Austin witch is about a 7 hour drive.All in all it was a... Long long boring drive. Basically all we did all day was listen to music, mostly a wide variety of music, such as, Cat Stevens, Simon and Garfunkel, Disturbed, Bobby vinton, other classical piano, and John Denver.
I am currently staying at my brothers house (Systemite and Barbarian) where I am... Well bloging. In other news I have had some thoughts while sitting in the car for 19 hours, like for one while reading the post by Blog God titled "my family" I thought that I should make something like it for are whole family (from the Bennington and paone family's) so I opened word pad and got crackin. Ill leave it for a later post when I get the approval of *most* of the people in it. I also wrote a song to follow up on that, that makes fun of "your song" (the Ewan McGregor version, witch really isn't a bad song, I was just listening to it when I got the idea) by explaining my family through song.
Other then that it was quite boring, mom read the whole time about the worst possible subject, not anything like daily bread or a novel or anything, no, she was reading about YOUR BOWELS the whole time, size, movement, color, anything relating to $#!^. While she was reading (as I said before) I listened to music the whole time so it really wasn't that bad, because it gave me a lot of good ideas, like for one, I think everyone should have a song that relates to their life. I think a good one for me is "Mister Lonely" by Bobby Vinton, you should listen to it some time, almost every word relates to my life, such as "a soldier apart from his home at no wish of his own", "I receive no letters in the mail", " I have no one to call my own", and many more, depressing I know but its true. But I do have good news, you wont find me any happier then I am right now, because I.... Am home, deep in the heart of texas.

Thought of the day: If you are starving don't immediately think that vampirasim is the best way to go

Midnight

Midnight, an odd hour if you really think about it (don’t ask me why). Anyway I suppose I will tell everyone about what exactly goes on here at.... Midnight. Right now I am listen to some rockin classical music, actually it’s the classical version of the song from Annie but its got this really cool part in it so I stuck it on my play list along with Disturbed and Simon and Garfunkel, I like a wide variety of music, also if you are to stupid to notice I am currently bloging. Amy is drawing a generic picture of some lady holding a sword on a balcony. While I just got finished drawing a very original picture of a strange path working its way up a jagged sharp rocky montan. That’s right I do landscape, (now anyways) the whole copying thing wasn’t working out so I decided to use my imagination and came up with an awesome picture of to fish in the shape of a Yin Yang, a mountain with trees and a lake, and a really cool endless hall in an dark a dreary corridor.
Right at this moment I am thinking about what the heck the sound of silence song really means, it makes no sense, I guess they were high or something like that. Amy just got finished making cookies and I just got finished watching the usual TV (Bender and Stewie are hilarious :D). Right now Amy is thinking she is giving me tips on how to draw, huh right, that’s like me telling Tony Hawk how to use a skate board..... no..... not funny..... yeah the proud ass thing isn’t really my bag, but hey just trying it on. Ahh well I'll just stick with the "cuite, adorible, Benny Boy" image, that’s been working out for me. I still don't get why my friends call me benny though, but perhaps its just one of lives little mysteries.... that and the sound of silence, oh, wait, I already said that didn't I. Gee I hope now that the music ended Amy wont wanna put on savage garden, I hate those queers *shutters* in fact all you have to do in one song to prove that their gay is change one word, and in another they practically say it themselves. Yes...... well...... people say (I say) I speak my mind while writing with all the "humm"s and "Uhhh"s but I think that makes it seem more human...... human..... human, I wonder what that really means.... hu-man.... huu-man, oh I get it god was high. Anyways, my brain is really straining to keep poring out this single cell thought provoking crap here so im gonna give it a rest. Until next time.

HOLY CRAP!

Someone shaved my head, a certain someone who's name begins with an M..... uhh, S. I'v wanted my hair cut for a long time now, I have repeatedly asked mom to cut it on many occasions but when she finally decided to cut it all she said when she was done was "oops". I looked in the mirror to see that she had completely buzzed the sides of my head, the only choice I had was to buzz it all or have the type of "red neck, kill your dog" hair cut. But I guess its not to bad if you get used to it, I look like I'm in the military now, but hey at least it...... well it...... uhhh....... I'm at a lose of words here to describe something good about it so I will just say its...... Funky. Anyway I have to go now because mom has had a new revelation and I am being forced to go swimming.

Writers Block

Gee I thought it would take a little longer to happen then it did, well maybe it's because I really have done nothing for the last 2 weeks. Ok, well, I'm counting the days till I go back to Texas, (9 to 13) but luckily it hasn’t seemed like that long of a time, mostly because I try to wake up at noon each day to make the days go by faster.
One strange thing about being out here is I still haven't seen rain, its been about 100 rainless days out here for me. Also I haven’t seen a green hill in the same amount of time. Ok....... well....... since I can't think of anything to say so I will just tell you about my usual day. Noon, I wake up, turn on the tv, flip the channel to Spike TV and watch Star Trek, (the only thing that ever comes on at noon) and eat eat breakfast (witch is usually a bowl of cereal). At about 1:00 I take a shower and comeback at about 2:00. After that I do my school (while still watching star trek). Once that is over I get online, sign into yahoo and MSN, then check the blogs in this order, LoxyFady, Land of Gaga, Caffeine and me, Roses are Blue, Nashville, Paone Supercenter, Blog God, and then I check to see if anyone commented on my blog. After that if anyone is online I usually chat for as long as that person is on, then go back to the TV. Once my sister gets on the computer I usually play my keyboard starting with Fur Elise, move on to a few Mozart songs, and then play other random songs ranging from "my heart will go on" to "the house of the rising sun". After that I usually sit around until about midnight when I switch to "Cartoon network" where I watch "Futurama" and then "Family Guy". After that I go to my room to go to bed where Amy gets mad at me for going to bed so early (at about 1:00 AM). And there you have it, that’s my day. There are a few differences on different days however, like on Fridays from the hours of 6:00 to 9:00 I watch "Stargate SG1" "Stargate Atlantis" and then "Battlestar Galactica". And on Saturdays instead of watching Star Trek I just get on the computer. Once again that’s my day, don’t like it? deal with it.

Land of the Free.

It’s a great country we live in when we allow black people to wash their naked bodies in the sink of a public trailer park bathroom.


Thought of the day: If the world feels like its closing in around you, its just because your getting fatter.