Freakin Annoying!

It is so annoying! "What is annoying" you may ask (or you may just plain not care) , well I will tell you what is annoying. The most annoying thing in the world to me, is that I am the most freakin shy person in the world while standing right in front of you, but, when I am chatting I say absolutely everything I’m thinking about (perverted or not), and I have no idea why. Most of my friends say that I'm really cool online, but when I actually see them I cant think of anything to say. Am I insane? Is it fear? Am I not confident enough? Or is it because it is burned in my mind that when I talk I believe I sound like a 3 year old child? (Probably dew to all those old tapes of me talking when I did sound horrible) Whatever the reason it is freakin annoying! I mean, there’s no way I would tell someone in person that I’m this shy in so many words, in fact I would probably say it in about 5. And at parties, I am always the guy dancing alone, or on the slow songs, I’m the guy sitting on a couch trying to look comfortable twiddling his fingers. Anyway, the real annoying this is I have no idea why the hell im not 1/8th as outgoing as I am online (your thoughts on why are welcome).

Thought of the day: If you talked backwards really really fast you could probably convince Indian people that you are a deity of some kind

Benny Boy?

Ok, I’ve been thinking a little over the past few days, and one thing that I've been thinking of a lot is my many various nick names over the past 14 years of my life, it seem that my whole life I have had someone calling me something different and I thought I'd share some of them with you.

First, the name that I have had my whole life, the most popular for sure. It seems every girl in the world calls me this one, "Benny Boy". I would name the people who call me that but it would take all day.

Next there is "Bengerman", that one mostly comes from punk guys who think that plain old Ben is stupid or something.

"Bengerman Franklin", only punk guys who think Ben "and" Bengerman is stupid.

Next is one of my favorite, my older brother Jason used to call me it all the time, "Buns of Steel"

Of course he also had some that I wasn’t to fond of such as "Benjamina".

Next there is "Benji" which really isn’t a nick name but is annoying none the less.

"Shrimp", well, its really only one guy who calls me shrimp (you know who you are) but no offence, but, your not one to talk.

"Bone Boy" my brother Jesse used to call me that all the time.

"Squirt", yup, only one guy calls me squirt, oddly enough it’s the SAME DUDE!

"Albino boy", hence the blog link.

Anyway, there’s a lot more but it would take all day to name them all. So, what have we learned about me today. One, I am quite small (small as in skinny mind you), two, I have very pale skin, and three, I think some people are still confused about my gender.

Thought of the day: I think that it was a bad idea for the aliens to try to take over New Mexico, that place sucks.

Everybody's working for the weekends.

Ok, I'll start where I should always start, at the beginning. Sunday: I sat inside all day long until about 8:00 when we got into the car to go to the weekly Houston basketball game. But being the good person I am I swapped myself out so someone else can play early in the game (although I fear that swapping out because a person named willy asked me to is more of being a push over then a good person). But still, it was fun, but there not really that much to tell about the basketball game really except there were a bunch of new people there. Monday: woke up at noon (same old same old), found out that we have a problem with our satellite dish, then at about 5 drove down to a place called the "main event" to spend a free day with my brother and some friends of his. Knowing my dad you can bet that we were there 20 minutes early, and, knowing most family people, you can bet, they were late, By the way incase you were wondering the people who attend the "shindig" or whatever you want to call it were my sister Amy, my brother Jesse, a person in Jesse's home named Kevin, A dude named Jason (who reminds me a lot of my brother Jason), a guy named Johno, and a girl who I had never met named Genine (forgive me if I spelled your name wrong but if you hang around Jesse you would know that I can't spell a thing). Anyway we first started playing pool (I beat Jesse in every game, I love the scratch on the 8 ball rule), then we went to play Laser Tag, 6 games I think, 4 of witch I have the scores for. Ok, Games 1, I tied in second out of 14 people with Johno with 11050 points. Game 2, I got 8th out of 26 people with 19900 points. Piece of paper number 3 (I have no idea what game it was), more to the point I got 10th out of 22 with 30370 points. Last game of the night, I got second place out of 32 with 32730 points, and then, I went home. Hey I didn’t say it was an Interesting story or a long one, but, heh, at least "I" had fun.

Thought of the day: for a guy kissing a toad only means only 2 things, homosexuality, or insanity.

!!Shout!!

(shout shout)
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
(come on)
I'm talking to you
(so come on)
[repeat]

In violent times...
You shouldn't have to sell your soul
In black and white...
They really really ought to know
(just don't know)
Those one-trick minds...
Who took you for a working whore
Kiss them goodbye...
You shouldn't have to jump for joy
(jump jump jump jump jump)

You shouldn't have to (shout) for joy(shout)

They give you life...
and in return you gave them hell
As cold as ice(not witch your ice ice baby)
I hope we live to tell the tale
I hope we live to (shout) the tale(shout)

Will you never shout
HUH
I feel as though you're never gonna let it all out
Will you never shout?
HU
I feel as though I know
you're never gonna let it all out
will you never shout?
HUH
I feel as though I know you're never gonna let it
And when you've taken down your guard...
If I could change your mind...
I'd really love to break your heart
(break break break break break)

I'd really love to (shout) your heart(shout)

I'd really love to
(shout shout)

Come on let me shout shout let me
Come on let me shout shout
Come on let me shout shout let me
Come on let me shout shout

Disturbed, really cool song, so cool I wanted to post it

Thought of the day: backwards is, yad eht of thfuohT

I have a title on every post so far and im not gonna stop now!

Why do I laugh at my jokes more then yours? am I really just that funny?


Thought of the day: being original is so un original, I’d rather be a moose

4 Pictures, 4 Colors, 4 Emotions

Today I was fooling around with the camera when I decided to take four photos, give them four different colors, and four different emotions and this is what I got. Yellow: A very very angry looking face if you cant already tell. I thought red would match better but I had already used it.
Green: I thought Green would be a good way to describe happy, so I did it, and if you think it doesn’t look that happy, well, that’s because other people look different when their happy.
Blue: Ok, well, its not really an emotion, but this is my cool face, like something you would see on the IPod commercials. I thought of making it like a sad face but I thought my blog could use some cheering up.
Red: This is my favorite of all, it’s the evil look. this was the first one I did and I knew I had to make three more, like, a strange revelation or something.

( All the pictures you see are of me and only me)



Thought of the day: If I looked into a mirror and saw a monkey, would someone tell me it’s a stupid joke, or that im looking out a window.

Freaky!

Me and Amy were screwing around with some pictures and I thought I Just had to put them on my blog




This one I think is the coolest, Its Jamie! Sorry Heidi but you look so funny I just had to put it on, I must of added 40 years to your face