Thats right, they got me. Why is it you never truly realize how ugly you are until you see yourself in a professional photograph? Ahh well. Anyway, I bet you all can guess what I'm going to post about right? If you said Wordstock give yourself a pat on the back, you just proved that you have the reasoning capability of an ape. First off I'd like to apologize to everyone I know, kinda know, or even would like to know whom I didn't talk to ( you know who you are.... well most of you) I'd like to say its not my fault, but that would be lying. The reason why I didn't really talk to any of you is simple, and can be broken down to four simple words. I was to shy... yeah, pretty lame excuse right? Well not for me. I can't tell you how many people I walked by that I simply just wanted to say hi to, but for some overly retarded reason couldn't. Is it really that hard? I can't even remember a reason why I am so shy anymore. It used to be because I didn't want people to hear me talk because I had a lisp type thing, but not anymore. I thought maybe its because of the long awkward pause that comes after the inevitable expiration of the pointless small talk (thats a good reason, but probably not it). Anyway, my point is I have lost a reason and its driving me insane! That is why I am making a promise, a promise that next year will be different, assuming of course there is going to be a next year for wordstock... or me (life's unexpected twists are so.... unexpected). Next year I am making a vow to be more assertive, more outgoing, and just more like me, the real me, the me you can meet online or on my blog, the me that people confess to actually ENJOY talking to. I promise, that will be me.......... Also I promise to be more buff and better looking, simply because better looking people are... better looking.
Anyhow, it seems I'm getting a little off topic, I'm suppose to be talking about this Wordstock, not the possible next one. So with no further ado I will tell you in my own way what I thought of Wordstock...
P.S. Don't any of you get the wrong idea and think I didn't like Wordstock or that I am complaining. It was a blast.
Thought of the Day: It takes a secure man to wear pink, but it takes an even more secure man to know that he is secure enough to not need to wear pink to prove he is secure.
7 comments:
your face is like three shades more red than your chest.
I'm proud of you. I used to be horribly shy too, and then I forced myself to be different and I can honestly say that it's more uncomfortable to be shy than it is to be outgoing.
And you're way too hard on yourself - you aren't ugly at all!
hahha paparazzi hahah, good one. It was great seeing you ben. The shyness is what usually makes people have this touch of attractiveness. It's kinda like, you look at someoen thats shy and you get so mysterious about them... it's cool.
It was still great seeing you!!
Joan, quit flirtin with ben, your married!
Yeah, it's good to make that effort. I found that even though I try to be outgoing I'm Just really bad at smalltalk. I compromise by saying random stupidities, which usually arn't too hard to think of depending on whether your nervous or not.
See the thing is, the people that matter will like you regardless of how dumb you sound, so just say something, if it's dumb, who cares. People are dumb. Everyone in our family I think was pretty shy but once you get away from home and are around people more, it'll melt away, because actually, no one in our family is NATURALLY shy, we're just forced to be shy from living in seclusion. Naturally though we're all pretty secure, normal people, who have opinions, and like to talk, which means we're not really very shy. And why didn't you jump in the photo? Make yourself seen!
I did jump, I just landed when they took it
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